Am I really a monster?..

Eriko stared out to the city one night, sweating from the recent mission she had: the recovery of a much needed diamond. She held Roger close to her, thinking of the dialoge that was said.
"You work for THEM?" The turtle in the red mask growled at them, "You're as much of a monster as the Krang are."
"Do they really think I'm a monster, Roger?" She shuffled her full moon scythe. "It's not like I wanted this.. I don't want to hurt my home, or anybody innocent. But I'm forced.."
A moment of silence.
"You're right Roger, if they knew they wouldn't have said that.. If they knew I had a son to take care of they wouldn't have said that. I mean, I'm a kind caring person. Aren't I Roger?.." She looked at her scythe, who was her only venting buddy, with tears in her eyes. "Like, if they knew who I was, not just as a fighter, but a mother..they'd see it differently..."
She put a hand on her stomach, that got bigger every day despite her working out and her vegetarion diet. More tears filled her eyes til the breaking point.
"If they knew me more than just a fighter..if they saw me as me..would I still be a monster..?"
Lifting her hand and making a small flame appear, starring at it for a few moments in silence.
"Am I a good mother? A good friend? A good warrior?" Her voice broke with every word, he rotated her hand she could see the back of her bandaged up hand; put there to protect her hand from her fire. "Am I really..just a monster?"
She put the fire out and held her stomach. Leaning against the window, starring at the city as her tears glittered in the moonlight.

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Sooo its been forever since I drew my bae
And I needed to draw her again
This is canon BTW
Props to anyone who can figure out what happened
Once I get some more art done, the full canon will come to light
But can you guess whats gonna happen?~
Poor Eri-boo..don't worry! Things will be beter

~ Ellie